Fucks sake

1600 calories....Not happy at all....No exercise....Super disappointing.

I hate this feeling. When I stop and realise what I have consumed and it is too fucking late, the damage is done. Now I have to wait until tomorrow to make it up. So annoying, I cannot will not keep failing like this.

I will use the last few days as say a rest period or a short break, designed to keep my metabolism high, hopefully now when I drop back into eating under 1000 again (from tomorrow!!) my weight will continue to fall instead of platueaing.

I need to exercise so badly, but my body is telling me its too soon after being ill, maybe I will just do half an hour on the wii fit or something..

I have just had travel jabs. I am going to south america in April so I thought I better get them started, now my arms hurt...ow!

Anyway, tomorrow will be better, because I refuse to settle at this weight.

 I will be thin.
I will be thin.
I will be thin.

119lbs

Definitely under 120lbs hooray! Weighed again this morning and I am at 8st7 which I'm quite pleased with.

Had to go to the doctors this morning to get blood test results back (the history here being that I didn't have a period in 6 months, however, since having the blood tests I have had a period), but I had to walk as the snow is so bad, it took me an hour and a half to get there and back, I've never seen the snow this bad... Anyway all my blood tests were normal except my white blood cell count so I had to have it done again...Stupidly I didn't have breakfast before I went and I came home and have been absolutely famished the whole morning.

Cals. at 650 at the moment after lunch, so aiming for under 1000, burnt off 250 with the walking aswell :) I'm feeling pretty strong today, hope it stays that way.