Lied to everyone including myself: I purged slightly this afternoon, not much because I knew my mum was coming home. I feel very frustrated with myself. Im super annoyed. I am not giving in to this, I refuse to stop here. I went 3 days, which is rubbish. I said that February is going to be good, and I still believe that. Just have to start over tomorrow. I do not want to be beaten by this. I am stronger than this. I have self-control. I have will-power. I am strong. I will be thin.