Wednesday, 10 November 2010

A letter to bulimia

Dear Bulimia,

                      I don't remember where we first met, in fact I don't remember when we first met or how or why! But I do know this, I remember the place that I said goodbye to you, and that is right here and right now.

You have taken me time, my energy, my money, my self-esteem, my confidence, my body and I have nothing to show for it. I am in a far worse position than when I first met you.

You said you would be the solution, you would make me thin. You can't make me thin, you have left me bloated and puffy and messed up from the inside. Mentally and physically you have left me destroyed.

You have crept into my life and have become more and more of a feature to the detriment of everything else in it. I don't want you to be a part of it any longer.

You were far too easy to get along with and I know that you're going to be far from easy to get rid of, but I am ready for the challenge. This is going to be the toughest thing I have ever done and I am ready for set-backs and failures and I am not going to give in until you are completely out of my life.

I never want to see you again. Thanks for nothing.

MM

4 comments:

  1. That's really good, I'm right here with you. I feel the same way. I'm done with Mia she is the queen of lies and a hell of a manipulator. i'm ready to get my life back.

    Good luck sweetie and stay positive!

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  2. proud of you, babygirl. you can do this. stay strong, little lady. take baby steps away from mia.
    xoxo
    zette

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  3. I'm so glad that you're stopping with a decision made based on a level of consciousness as compared to stopping from a serious health problem.
    You're a stronger person than I am.

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