I have to leave this blog behind me. I had one great month in January, but since then I have epically failed, I am just getting worse and worse, my binges are getting worse, I cannot be in the house alone anymore. Every time i try to start over, I last one or two days and fail, I am not getting any better, and I am not getting any thinner. Good luck to you all in your quest to be thin, I will probably continue to read your blogs, but I need to start over with a new alias and a new blog, a fresh start. I hope I can find what I am looking for.